My 2010 New Year's Resolution: Do something each month that I've always wanted to do but have never done before.
January - I shot a gun!
John took me to a shooting range in Delaware and I shot a 45 caliber semi automatic Smith and Wesson. At first, I was terrified. For some reason, I didn't realize I would be surrounded by people shooting extremely loud killing machines. I also had no idea that the gun would have such a big kick back (it's a powerful weapon!). When we got to the shooting range, I had to sign a bunch of paperwork (safety instructions, proper gun use, a waiver of my rights to sue the range if I am careless and hurt or kill myself). It was a bit intimidating. I put on my protective glasses and ear muffs and entered the range. We were in a booth next to a guy shooting a scary rifle that let out a huge bang every few minutes. I was a bit spooked and decided to let John have at it while I got used to the environment. Finally, I felt comfortable enough to step up to the plate.
The first time I shot the gun I took a deep breath, gripped the gun for dear life (with my thumb safely tucked behind the gun so that it didn't get blown off), put my finger on the trigger, closed my eyes, and shot. It was empowering, scary, and semi-successful (I actually shot a gun!! - although I came no where near the target). John and I took turns in our booth with John doing the majority of the shooting. As we kept going, I improved. I had better aim, I was less afraid of the noises around me, I was more focused, and, surprisingly, I was enjoying myself! I'm glad John was there to guide me, talk me through it, and position my hands. He was supportive and encouraging which was just what I needed. I even saved one of the targets as a souvenir.
In academic news, I'm half way finished with my master's degree!!! It's amazing how fast the time has flown by - it feels like I just began. I have a few weeks off before my classes start up again which is a nice break after a busy fall semester.
